I’m in so much trouble.
I felt myself falling fast for Tolrek and picked the worst way to try to stop that. I got the bright idea to make a video of our Negotiation Room sessions. At the time, it felt great to share the footage with a few friends. Now, I know it wasn’t worth it.
Tolrek found out what I did. He hurt himself because of me and he’s hiding. Fortunately, I kept the cameras in his room. Or, maybe doing that has been a curse. I get up in the middle of the night and watch him sleep, just to make sure he’s okay. His arm must be hurting worse than he’s admitting. He grimaces, tossing and turning.
I haven’t been able to get away from what I’ve done. Even at work, I remember what happened. I flinch, when I think of him finding out, of the pain in his eyes. I never want to go through something like this again. I need to make it up to him. Somehow.
